Even from a Distance...
My rents manage to continue doing nothing but damage -.- I wonder when being so discouraging ever gets old. I don’t understand why bullies supposedly leave you alone when you don’t rise to their taunting, but parents never cease. I don’t suppose it occurred to them to cheer me on before I take the MCAT? I would think that would be the appropriate reaction. But, no. It’s just like applying...
Dear Mr. and Mrs. Grubbs
You two are among the most terrible parents I’ve ever had the misfortune of hearing about, and you are THE worst parents I’ve ever actually encountered. I can’t imagine any reason being sufficient to excuse your atrocious behaviour toward a wonderful son, you hypocrites. I held myself back because I didn’t want to be disrespectful, but I have no reason to respect you anymore. You are...
society: Everyone's beautiful.
society: Don't eat though, you don't want to get fat.
society: You don't eat? Anorexic freak!
society: You're a size 4? You're supposed to be a size 0!
society: You're an A cup? What are you, 8?
society: You're a C cup? That's my mums size.
society: You had sex?! Slut!
society: You haven't had sex? Hah, you're frigid!
society: You don't think you're pretty? Attention seeker!
society: You think you're pretty? Conceited much?
society: You believe in gay rights? Homo!
society: You don't believe in gay rights? Homophobic dickhead!
society: You're depressed? Attention seeker!
society: You cut yourself? Still attention seeking!
society: You can't go on? How much attention do you want?!
-someone kills themself-
society: Oh, they were so beautiful! Society sucks!
Society: Every girl is beautiful.
Fat girls: Really?
Skinny girls: Really?
Curvy girls: Really?
Scene girls: Really?
Preppy girls: Really?
White girls: Really?
Black girls: Really?
Society: Wait let me be more specific
Society: You need to have boobs the size of Canada, an ass that will put Nicki Minaj to shame, perfect porcelain skin with nary a single blemish, straight white teeth that will blind somebody that looks at them without sunglasses, hair that is thick and flows like a waterfall made of rainbows and unicorn tears, eyelashes that will touch your forehead and look natural doing it, soft hairless skin, and a smolder that will fry a chicken in a basket. You also have to be a size 00 because guys love it when they can see your ribcage.
Society: Why is everybody getting depressed all of a sudden?
Me cuddling with the person I like: Omg. This is so nice. Lets just hold each other forever and be next to each other. I just want to lay my head on your chest and listen to your heart. Nothing else needs to happen. This is so sweet and romantic. I love cuddling with you.
Me two minutes later: Lol screw this. Take your pants off.
me when my friends are sad: insert 6 page text here of advice and telling them how perfect they are
them when im sad: oh sorry
Well, I can’t remember the last time I felt this unwanted. The second I started talking to Nicole, she literally glared at me. I don’t really know what I do to make everyone hate me so much. And Katrice upbraided me to-day as well. I guess I shouldn’t be surprised. They’re related to the people who’ve wanted me dead my whole life. What’s a few more people that I thought were friendly,...
teacher: just do your homework
doctor: just eat healthy
mum: just clean your room
opposite sex: just look gorgeous
friends: just be socially active
life: just be perfect
me: it's not that fucking easy dude
Another Mayday Parade Day
So, this is long overdue because I’ve been listening to these guys constantly, and it was literally all that kept me from getting so down that I wanted to kill myself sometimes. I love that they get it. I’m going to italicize the lyrics that are -particularly- relevant, but it’ll probably look like a student who’s taking their first AP class ever trying to highlight their...
joshramsay: if you dont like my constant band references you can put up or shut up
peanutbutteranjali: Sometimes it makes me sad that there are so many wonderful people out there that deserve so much more happiness than they have and I just want to make everything better for them but I can’t.
Woke up in a terrible mood this morning. Had a dream (which I actually remembered better right after waking a lot better than almost any other I’ve ever had) about Kev. It’s sad when even my dreams admit that he just doesn’t care. Even Dave was nicer in my dream than he was. I don’t really know what to do. He was my only friend at school, and now he’s basically...
It doesn’t hurt so much that I have to feel this down. It just hurts that no-one cares.
I used to have this complex, too
I’m not anyone’s first choice. I’m not anyone’s favorite. People may tell me I mean a lot to them and that I’m special to them but I know there’s someone they will always choose over me.
alex and jack: kisses on camera
alex and jack: hug all the time
alex and jack: touch each other constantly
alex and jack: admit jalex is real
alex and jack: bowl naked and post pictures on twitter
alex and jack: jalex is like a unicorn
alex and jack: both dye hair pink and white
alex and jack: release shirt on clothing line that says 'jalex'
interviewer: why do people think you're gay
alex and jack: we have no idea
brighterthanthecity: You say bedtime stories I say LULLABIES You say Coke I say POPPIN CHAMPAGNE You say stand up I say WE ALL FALL DOWN You like to draw hearts I like to draw CIRCLES You say Nick, Joe and Kevin I say ALEX, JACK, RIAN, and ZACK You say Let it Rock I say LET IT ROLL You say go to sleep I say STAY AWAKE You say the lake I say THE BEACH You say Hollywood I say VEGAS You say burger...
I’m so tired of you people and your desperation to see the world in black and white. You say that’s a criterion of one of the “personality disorders” you’re diagnosing, yet you never call yourselves out on seeing things in such a simple way that you miss the big picture. Why does the world have to be split into “functional” and “dysfunctional” the way Pocahontas split humans into “civilization”...
Repeat after me:
dionthesocialist: Mental disorders are medical conditions. Mental disorders are not personality quirks. I disagree. Mental “conditions” are a way for people to categorize the ways in which your brain differs from what people want it to be/ think it should be/ think is “normal”